And mind me with each step I am more certain
Everything will turn out fine
I have confidence the world can all be mine
They'll have to agree I have confidence in me
Everything will turn out fine
I have confidence the world can all be mine
They'll have to agree I have confidence in me
~ lyrics from I have Confidence in me, The Sound of Music ~
This blog is completely out of order, but this event was impactful enough that it had to be posted...
Having just attended the welcome reception for the new PhD
students, I feel a little overwhelmed and maybe a little energized. No, the
better word is inspired. This does not mean that the presentation was not
weighty, overwhelming and somewhat daunting.
It just says that one of the points made in the presentation stuck
with me. That point was that we, as PhD. students, can produce one of two types
of theses: (1) one that adds to the bulk of theses or (2) one that adds to the
knowledge of our area and adds to the world of business as well. I feel inspired
to be one of the latter. I feel energized to add to the knowledge and not to the
bulk. I want to, after his discussion, make a (dare I say it …)
‘significant’ contribution.
So on the one hand I want to do well, and want to add something
(here is that word again) ‘significant’ to the body of knowledge
but then he also spoke about all these other things that did make me think twice
about whether or not I had what was needed to be successful in this endeavour.
For instance, the personality traits that I would need to be
successful were itemised. Indeed, nothing was sugar coated. I understood that it
would be a long, lonely road, where I will often have to look to myself for
motivation and drive. But I also understood that it could be achieved, if I was
open minded, listened to those who were there to help me and stood firm and
focused.
I start this journey with some trepidation but I also
start it with a determination that I must succeed.
Ahhhhh (not a scream but a sigh) …
It’s so scary to think that you start something and can’t finish
it. It takes a high level of confidence to be absolutely certain that no matter
what comes your way you will overcome, persevere and shine.
Although you can’t always be too sure, you shouldn’t
always be too cocky, because sometimes a good dose of nervousness not only keeps
you humble but it keeps you on your toes.
...What's next?
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